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A Sure-Fire Way to Make Me Panic, and a Targeted Miracle

Do you have irrational fears? I do. Fire is a major one.

A Sure-Fire Way to Make Me Panic

Yes, fire is a rational danger but the panic I feel, in relation to it, is not. It stems from a movie I saw when I was too immature to process. Someone was burned at the stake, and to this day I vividly recall the way the actor’s body writhed and his face contorted in pain.

Just the thought of burning is a sure-fire way to make me panic. I have a stash of unused candles because I love the fragrance but fear the fire. I cautiously enjoy our gas fireplace, which is predictable and controllable.

It isn’t just fire, I’ve discovered. Its burns in general. So when my son’s text buzzed in, it brought me to my knees.

The Text which Made Me Panic

It was Wednesday, the night before Thanksgiving. I was preparing for bed. My son is 19, the last of our kids living at home. He was at work. I picked up the phone and read.

“I burned my foot really bad”.

My heart sank and my stomach knotted. I felt dizzy. And then another buzz.

“Just letting you know. I’m going to be struggling for the next days or weeks.”

I started to panic. I wanted to throw up. My reaction was irrational, but at least it drove me to my knees. “Oh God, please take away his pain!”

A Sure-Fire Way to Get Burned

As I prayed, I texted back. I told him I was praying and asked what happened. My son works in the kitchen of a restaurant.

He said he was cleaning the fryer. The apparatus has a hose which shoots the hot oil, and he dropped it. The oil sprayed into his shoe. That is a sure-fire way to get burned!

He secured the machine and made sure no one else was injured before attending to himself. By the time he removed his oil-soaked sock, it had held the heat on his skin longer than I cared to surmise. His manager assisted him with burn gel and a bandage. Unbelievably, he had not been sent home from work.

My son uses humor to lighten serious situations. I was certain he was downplaying this one and his managers didn’t know how bad it was. He’s also grown man who didn’t need his mommy to panic.

God’s Miraculous Power is a Sure-Fire Antidote for Panic

I couldn’t sleep. I kept my phone on. He finished most of his shift and drove himself home.

My breathing was shallow, and I was nauseated, but I wanted to see it for myself. I almost passed out. His burn was bubbly and discolored. It was ugly, yes, but my reaction was irrational, and I knew it.

My panic subsided because my son truly did NOT seem to be in terrible pain. I know that was God’s miraculous power at work! We decided to go to the hospital to get it dressed properly.

While the intake nurse was assessing the injury, the receptionist walked back with a file. She took one look and incredulously asked, “How are you not screaming?” He answered that it looked worse than it felt. Praise God!

Only by God’s miraculous power!

When we finally saw the doctor, she said superficial burns often don’t involve enough nerves to be excruciating. But she also said his was not entirely superficial.

How was it superficial at all, given what happened? Only by God’s miraculous power! It should have been worse and even as it was, it should have felt worse.

It was good we went to the ER. The doctor cleaned it up and the nurse bandaged it well. They instructed us in first aid for at-home care.

They offered a note to keep my son home for at least a week. But he went back to work on Saturday. What a miracle!

God’s Sure-Fire Reiteration

Last night, I was using my glue gun on some Christmas decorations. I applied hot glue to one and then dropped it onto my thumb. It stuck. My burn is 1/50th the size of my son’s. It hurts.

A blister.
My small burn.

It is a sure-fire reiteration that God’s miraculous intervention kept my son from unbearable pain. If mine hurts like it does, his surely should have felt much worse!

A Targeted Miracle

God targeted my son with a miracle and reminded me of his power. Maybe some of you, my precious readers, need to be reminded also. It is likely I’m not the only one who will face an irrational fear this holiday season.

Some of you might be brought to your knees in desperation over something. Maybe you have already been. It feels like a position of weakness, but kneeling is the perfect stance from which to approach God and ask for a targeted miracle.

Power over Panic

Don’t misunderstand. I’m not trying to present God as a genie in a bottle who does tricks upon request. Many times, I’ve prayed and God has chosen not to intervene in overtly miraculous ways.

But sometimes He does. I know because I’ve seen Him do it. I saw it just this week.

There is a sure-fire way to make me panic. My son’s accident was a case in point. But panic drove me to prayer, and God has power over panic and all fear.

“So do not fear, for I am with you;
    do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
    I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”

Isaiah 41:10

We’re all on the verge of a crisis, going through one, or coming out of one. Where are you? God’s power is greater than panic. And we can pray for one another.

What kind of fire are you in right now? What are your irrational fears? How has God targeted you with His miraculous power in recent days? What are your thoughts?

23 replies on “A Sure-Fire Way to Make Me Panic, and a Targeted Miracle”

Ouch! Praise God for the pain relief power! Whew! I’ve been struggling a bit trying to discern God’s Will regarding moving the rest of our stuff from the storage unit. I tried to rent a truck, but my camera wouldn’t take a pic of my license. I was like What the heck? Then I started discerning. I will be up at the truck place this morning. Maybe my license not going through is God’s way of protecting me from hackers online. I have no idea. What I do know is that if they still have the truck available and everything works right, then that is what He needed me to do. If they don’t, well then that wasn’t what He wanted, and I need to keep discerning!

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Oh I love your perspective! Sometimes when things don’t work out, it is simply Gods way of not allowing us to be in a bad situation. It is hard to remember that! Good on you- what an example you are! Typically we just feel inconvenienced and get grumpy when what we would do, if we could see it all clearly, is thank God for His foresight and protection! Thank you for the powerful reminder!

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It worked out just fine. We were able to move what we needed to move, although I totally think I have too much stuff still!!! I don’t know why it happened the way it did, but I’m sure He has a reason!

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This might seem silly, but I’m totally crying as I read your post. I’m not even sure exactly why (asking God here), even though I fully understand the pain we experience watching our kids suffer pain. I’m so thankful that he is okay and that God alleviated so much of his pain for both your sake and his. (And I’m sorry for your hot-glue burn – that hurts! A lot!)
My trauma point is car accidents. It’s been a generational thing. As a kid, we visited the graves of my dad’s parents who were killed in a terrible accident when he was 8. The first accident I was in was as a 5 year old. My parents were in a bad one when I was in my 20’s (injured but fine), my dad had a bad motorcycle accident, and I’ve been in more than a dozen car accidents. None were my fault – hence the “out of control” feeling in traffic. It makes me a little skittish when driving, but when my husband drives, it triggers moments of frequent panic – not to say that he is a terrible driver or anything. (FL drivers are crazy though BTW) I like driving if I’m at the wheel (which I haven’t been able to do for almost 2 years due to my joint condition), but for decades, the enemy has flashed imaginary scenes in my mind of what could happen. I’ve learned to rebuke these, and they happen far less often now. I also read out loud to my husband when we drive now. It helps me focus elsewhere so I can keep trusting God and be at peace. I’ve prayed, rebuked, cried, and talked with a counselor over this “fear” that seems irrational, but in my experience has been so very real. It definitely makes me very compassionate for others in that situation, and I pray every time I see or hear of an auto accident. Sorry for the very long response, but your post triggered a healing moment in me. Thank you so much for sharing!

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Oh my friend, I hear you! And, more importantly, God hears you! You and I have an overwhelming over-response to dangers that are real and rational. I love how you have found ways to control your thoughts and turn your fear into a blessing by praying for others. I’ll bet the enemy hates that. I might even suspect he has doubled down on you because of it. But keep it up! He won’t stay around to hear your prayers forever. 😉 Thank you for sharing your story with me. Commiseration is a comfort. And hey – I can’t wait to read your new book! Congrats on that!!! My husband put it, and it’s predecessor, on our Kindle! Whoohooo!

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You’re so sweet! Thank you. I love how God uses our stories to heal each other. I believe the enemy does double down…especially when I’m releasing a new book. LOL Thanks for the congratulations. I hope you enjoy and find something helpful. 😉

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Oh thank you! You made me laugh. Do you know what? He has completely healed. He has a light scar and that’s it! My glue gun burn is still scabbed over. I can’t believe how God protected him! I’m so thankful!

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